Alas , my Middle Eastern schooling has come to an end. So many truely magical moments have been made here and i will sorely miss it . However im not entirely sure this autonomy is all its cracked up to be ...Or perhaps i am just really uncool

For Example it saddens me deeply to know that every night as i slowly waddle home , the burden of surfacing with the sun does not rest itself upon my sholders any longer . Nay this strangelty suffocating freedom demands i sleep untill an hour of my own choosing . Consequently I am not only lacking structure but also sustanance, It would appear that breakfast cannot be eaten at 5pm and that luncheons are not welcomed after the hour of 4 ,and therefore i awake to dinner :] . Clearly whoever designed 'Freedom' didnt take into account teenage sleeping habbits . Regardless in an effort to edit this and perhaps spark the creation of a healthy routine i have taken up running , which can only be done at an hour in which the majority of the innocent public lay lulled in a bubble of serenity between there sheets .This is largely because should anyone witness my hair before the mission that is calming it they would surely die .

So , Allow us to summerise     I am missing my school and have started running in the morning . And it hurts me to admit it but i shant deny it any longer . I have given up on the Fierce desire for independance built into every teenager , and i have come to realise that perhaps the system we all loathed did actually have some point behind it . Now i am not in anyway agreeing with the early mornings , nor am i applauding the stuff thats taught,( Sadly the innate rebel within me refuses to aknowledge even a whisper of like for early mornings or subject matter)

BUT ! All I am Saying is i miss knowing what will happen tomorrow . I Miss knowing that without any planning i will get to be with most of my friends for 7 hours a day , 5 days a week.  

Pfft how Sad is this  x